林小夏站在医院走廊里，看着熟人匆匆忙忙地离开。她低头看手表，距离手术时间还有十分钟。
“姐，你今天怎么这么晚才来？”张雨辰靠在车门边等她。
“我有点事。”林小夏把外套拉紧，轻声说。
“什么事？”张雨辰挽住她的胳膊，“You look like a storm in a teacup. What’s wrong?”
“我……我想你了。”林小夏咬着嘴唇，声音发抖。
“I’m sorry.” Pansu, her voice was soft but firm.
“Don’t be sorry.” 林小夏扯出一个微笑，“You’ll never get over it if you don’t ask first.
“I didn’t mean to hurt you.” 张雨辰的手指轻轻敲击着车窗玻璃，“But I know what’s going on, sister.
“Then why did you stop me?” 林小夏站起身，挡在张雨辰面前。
“Because I’m not supposed to see you like this.” 张雨辰后退一步，“You’re not who you say you are.
“What？”林小夏感觉自己的呼吸都停了下来。
“Don’t you dare touch me!” 林小夏一把拉过张雨辰的手。
“I’m sorry, little sister.” 张雨辰低着头，声音轻得像一片羽毛，“But I don’t want to see you cry anymore.
“You can’t just leave like this.”林小夏盯着她的眼睛，“What’s going on between us? Are we supposed to be like this?”
“I’m sorry, Lin Xiaoshia.” 张雨辰慢慢站起来，修长的手指轻轻拂过她的脸颊，“But I don’t want you to think that I’ve given up.
“You’re not the sister I thought you were.” 林小夏突然想起什么，眼神变得凌乱。
夜幕降临时，张雨辰牵着林小夏走向停车场。她的手指微微发抖，却还是稳稳地握着林小夏的手。
“You know what’s wrong with you?” 张雨辰轻声说，“You’ve been acting so weird.
“Why should I tell you?” 林小夏抬头看着她，“You’re the one who made me feel this way.”
“I’m not your sister anymore.” 张雨辰突然抱住了她，力道大得让林小夏窒息。
“Then what are we supposed to do?” 林小夏挣扎着推开她，“You can’t just take everything from me like this!”
“I’m sorry, Lin Xiaoshia.” 张雨辰的声音变得轻柔，却带着不容拒绝的力量，“But I need you more than ever.
林小夏看着张雨辰转身离去的背影，泪水终于忍不住涌了出来。她擦了擦眼泪，强忍着不让它流出来。
“姐姐对不起。” 她轻声说，声音里带着发抖，“You’ve hurt me too much.
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